My friend Cabernet

Sometimes it's impossible to get sober without resolving our inner problems or conflicts. But these same problems and conflicts are the ones that push us to drink. It's a vicious circle. Problems will never be solved by drinking or when drinking. I've learnt that. And at the same time I'm still not strong enough to stop drinking completely to solve them. When I get some length of time in sobriety, everything seems pointless because my problems are still there. And I start dreaming about that nice cabernet I could be drinking, to relieve the pain...